Hola hola,
Continuing with my pregnancy stories.. first thing I have to say is that I miss my body! It's been evaded by a little man. But there's nothing I would change. It's great to be together, always with someone next to you. I haven't felt alone for a long long time, I'm not sure I know what that means anymore. We call him Eke, but we are not sure what he will be. He will come out and we will look into his eyes and we'll decide.
He's kicking, rolling, some days wants more attention than others. Some days he sleeps a lot, some days he's up all the time and he doesn't like any position I'm in. He's like, no this position I don't like, kick mom now to change. But most of the time I feel he's happy and calm and he loves to be in there protected by the cruel world, like a secret hideaway under my skin. His trust is so big and so honest, makes me think of the sincerity we are all born with.
Some days I'm scared of how the birth is going to be and if I can keep my mind-body separate when it comes to dealing with the pain. Other days I'm completely calm and can't wait for this magical body of mine to go through this transformation in front of my eyes. In any case, I can't wait to cuddle with this little boy for days and weeks and years to come!
Love is everywhere you just have to see it,
J
Continuing with my pregnancy stories.. first thing I have to say is that I miss my body! It's been evaded by a little man. But there's nothing I would change. It's great to be together, always with someone next to you. I haven't felt alone for a long long time, I'm not sure I know what that means anymore. We call him Eke, but we are not sure what he will be. He will come out and we will look into his eyes and we'll decide.
He's kicking, rolling, some days wants more attention than others. Some days he sleeps a lot, some days he's up all the time and he doesn't like any position I'm in. He's like, no this position I don't like, kick mom now to change. But most of the time I feel he's happy and calm and he loves to be in there protected by the cruel world, like a secret hideaway under my skin. His trust is so big and so honest, makes me think of the sincerity we are all born with.
Some days I'm scared of how the birth is going to be and if I can keep my mind-body separate when it comes to dealing with the pain. Other days I'm completely calm and can't wait for this magical body of mine to go through this transformation in front of my eyes. In any case, I can't wait to cuddle with this little boy for days and weeks and years to come!
Love is everywhere you just have to see it,
J
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