Wednesday, 6 December 2017

13 Weeks - Celebrating Life

Hello world,

My little babe has 2 legs, 2 arms and was stretching his/her leg out when we went for a first scan, definitely a yoga baby! I cried every time the baby did a little move or moved the hands. It was completely amazing because it was like it was part of me but it had his / her own mind, I was trying to give it messages with my mind but it was stubborn haha! I could want to do something but I couldn't. I can already feel it's going to be such an amazing lesson on creation, acceptance, gratitude and life in general. I'm looking forward to learning it from the little baby who's going to be hopefully in my arms in the spring time.

I feel great, a lot of energy and I feel like everything I do I should be true to myself - not do anything I don't feel like is me or will benefit me at this stage. I feel like it's okay to be a bit selfish at this stage, isn't it? I feel like I don't have to pretend at all to be accepted or loved, because there's the whole universe happening inside me and it's like a real physical manifestation of it which I can feel and see - unbelievable. I'm so lucky.

Looking back I would have never guessed that this will happen to me this soon. I had my hopes but I didn't imagine it to happen this way! I'm really happy it did though and I've been grated this amazing opportunity to birth life and to grow / direct life. Being a mother is probably something every woman secretly and profoundly wants or needs to experience at some stage or another. I feel like my time has come and I always felt like it's meant to be part of my journey. I guess everything happened when it was suppose to happen.

J




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